You Want to Know a Beautiful Song??

So I have never listened to more Day 26 than the last week. I have to commend Q and Dawn for putting together such honest lyrics with much sensuality..... Real love can be inspiring.




My wide eyes straight with red lines
Visions of me and you
Shattered in a day like broken glass


Perfectly blind (said i'm perfectly blind)
Perfectly blind (please somebody help me)
Perfectly blind (i need an answer)
Perfectly blind perfectly

Mind is worn heart is torn
Violently craving
A substitute for you (a substitute)

These eyes see darkness
These eyes see through
These eyes are begging
These eyes are you

Perfectly blind( perfectly blind)
Perfectly blind (oh)
Perfectly blind i don't know what i'm gonna do right now
Perfectly blind (said i am)

Would you take me as i am?
I'm just a scarred man
These hands need your guidance
Take me past my circumstance

Perfectly blind (blind)
Perfectly blind i cannot see anything when your around me
Perfectly blind (so blind)
Perfectly blind (so oh oh)

So blind so blind so blind so blind
But it's okay (but it's okay)
I wanna be lost in you (lost in you)
I wanna be lost in you
Feel free to lead me where ever you want me to go
And yes i'm going to follow (follow) oh oh



Cop that Day 26 "Forever in a Day"----Instant R&B classic.

Happy 4-20: Bob Marley. Damn didn't he sing about love??

The next chapter of my life has begun.

For better or for worse.

New place...(Them b*tches moved me GRRRRR)

No more boyfriend. He decided he was no longer in love....Day 26 is helping me through it.

::sigh::

It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

Well in my case, I can throw BANDAGE over myself and fake pretend like it doesn't eat me alive.
.... P.S. I hate you.

I have bags like Saturn rings around my eyes... Yes I cry and I'm not ashamed of it. (P.S. it's your fault)

Insomnia keeps my mind active....so does late night television. (P.S. you never watch T.V. with me)


Oh.

and.

AND.

And.

AnD.

P.S. I'm still not over you.

Question of the Day?

Who are you?

I know me.

But who are you??

When it Rains, it Pours

School:

5 classes

4 hours each

4 days a week...Monday through Thursday


Mother:

Pissed cause I failed a class.

Pissed me off.

Still tries to control every single aspect of my life despite the fact that life will deal me my consequences.

Cut me off. Great.

More stressful than helpful.

Remember that you birth me, I didn't birth you. ----Her exact words.

Him:

No trust.

Enough said.

Too many bullets hit me at one time.

Solo Dolo

As of today,

Guess what?

I am single. To be honest, my "relationship" was weaker than henny and water and I'm feeling like a waste of time. I had to admit that at one point, I was floating on a cloud of infatuation and true feelings. I have definitely come to a crossroads in life. I am no longer under that under the umbrella that comes with being someone. Yes, it is going to rain. I will cry, hell it hurts and I'm partially human. Strength in this sense was my weakness. I cannot accept weak game. I liked someone who was a compulsive liar, bit promiscous, and didn't have a clue about his own life. What did I really expect? Did I expect to turn an one night stand into a relationship. (Yeah I said it) Did I really expect to turn a random encounter with a stranger to turn into true love?? Honestly, I heard the words come out of my mouth and instantly was not sure if I meant it. Not that I didnt care but was it really that crucial? I dunno. I was sick and tired of being his girlfriend but the thought of him being with someone gets under my skin. But the interest was fading, the trust was dead. Kinda like my laptop that recently lost control of its hard drive. Trust is the hard drive to a "relationship" and ours was worthless. It was already cheap to begin with and now it finally has stopped beating. After an one hundred failed attempts, we have successfully broke up, (He dumped me) To no one's surprise, especially not mine. I really needed to let it go but that is something I don't do.


it's raining now but eventually the sun come out.

I'll shine eventually but my bulb has been blown out. lights out.