Solo Dolo

As of today,

Guess what?

I am single. To be honest, my "relationship" was weaker than henny and water and I'm feeling like a waste of time. I had to admit that at one point, I was floating on a cloud of infatuation and true feelings. I have definitely come to a crossroads in life. I am no longer under that under the umbrella that comes with being someone. Yes, it is going to rain. I will cry, hell it hurts and I'm partially human. Strength in this sense was my weakness. I cannot accept weak game. I liked someone who was a compulsive liar, bit promiscous, and didn't have a clue about his own life. What did I really expect? Did I expect to turn an one night stand into a relationship. (Yeah I said it) Did I really expect to turn a random encounter with a stranger to turn into true love?? Honestly, I heard the words come out of my mouth and instantly was not sure if I meant it. Not that I didnt care but was it really that crucial? I dunno. I was sick and tired of being his girlfriend but the thought of him being with someone gets under my skin. But the interest was fading, the trust was dead. Kinda like my laptop that recently lost control of its hard drive. Trust is the hard drive to a "relationship" and ours was worthless. It was already cheap to begin with and now it finally has stopped beating. After an one hundred failed attempts, we have successfully broke up, (He dumped me) To no one's surprise, especially not mine. I really needed to let it go but that is something I don't do.


it's raining now but eventually the sun come out.

I'll shine eventually but my bulb has been blown out. lights out.